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[Dec. 20th, 2009♥10:20 pm] |
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so, a typical day for Mildred is like,
waking up at 1pm in the afternoon.
some house-chore till bout' 3pm?
bath after that.
meet friends in the evening.
till late night...
and that's like everyday?
for the past few days?
HAHAHA!
Mildred is happy but bankrupt!
Just got myself a deck of UNO cards,
and Fringe season 2!
yea, this is the way to save money, stay home slack. :)
I LOVE YOU.
SPONGiEE!
MUUUAAACKKKS!
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[Dec. 19th, 2009♥04:58 am] |
don't ask me why at 04.48am, im still awake, couldn't sleep. feelings, emotions torn apart.
i could no longer know what it for real, and what's not. trying all means doesn't mean obtaining perfection. rather it creates an ugly side of what feeling and emotion could lead one to.
truth and lie, an obvious black and white trace, was depict as greyish to you.
i don't know what to do. for everything i do, seems not good enough.
i tried my best. im just a simple girl. i don't have much expectation. just wish to be embrace for the love i put.
yet you never knew how i feel, from the very start. for the distrust had killed us now. p.s. i love u 170809
i dislike 2009!
* im deleting this blog as well, i ain't going to blog anymore . deleted facebook. deleted blog. deleted memories. deleted past. im starting anew, learning not to fall over again.
i hope it was just a nightmare afterall, but i knew it wasnt when dawn falls upon, clock strick 12pm, and im still awake in front of this laptop, stonning away.
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