I'll be your love and essence.

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 19:56:29 GMT

at tcc last thursday. Mildred! jason! qx! qx, jason and me! pictures stole from qx. :)
nice gathering after like soooooooo long?
can't even remember when was the last time we 3 got together.
project NCOs?
and that was like 3 years ago?
Jason said that he didn't know that I 'no longer wear specs' and finally learnt that there's contact lenses. ________________________

&&&, just something darn random! MEET MY NEW HIGH-LIGHTER! :DDDDDDDDDDD it's a really unique color I would say. Guess what's the color?

it's.....

MILD-RED! yea, what a color! my name!
that's the reason why I'm so fascinated bout' this high lighter. &&&&&&&& the stickers! there's liquid and glitters inside the stickers. how amazing rights? it's absolutely pretty! <3 spongie!

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 14:20:17 GMT

I <3 December. so, a typical day for Mildred is like, waking up at 1pm in the afternoon. some house-chore till bout' 3pm? bath after that. meet friends in the evening. till late night... and that's like everyday? for the past few days? HAHAHA! Mildred is happy but bankrupt! Just got myself a deck of UNO cards, and Fringe season 2! yea, this is the way to save money, stay home slack. :) I LOVE YOU. SPONGiEE! MUUUAAACKKKS! :)))))))))))))

broken. sentences.

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 15:51:12 GMT

FEAR.
I'm sorry, but I'm simply so faithless now.

for once, I felt so entirely helpless.
& yea, very angry.

how could you left me alone there?

I know you had apologized.
but, I need time.
to be alone.

this is too dramatic

I can't help, but to laugh at my own predicament.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 10:42:53 GMT

i'm so so so so so so bored.......................................................................
i had finished watching Fringe!
yea, the entire season 1 within 4 days?
& also America next top model cycle 13!
how amazing.

needa think of something new to do now.
even facebook games is gettin a lil' very... uninteresting. :(
it's terrible.

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 13:39:11 GMT

timbre last Saturday!

are you going to give me my cherry?
PIZZA!
YUM!
YUM YUM!
YUM YUM YUM!
YYUUUMMMMMMMMM!
It's a undeniable fact that timbre's pizza is the best!
the thin crust... heheh.
my milky Erdinger.
laughs! it's actually foamy, shing hwee maam knows why.
HAHAHA!

yea, that's the normal one.
and sourz apple!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

gayest.
see.... joanne is darn happy with her pizza!
shing and me!
HEHEHEH!
holiday is great so far!
&&& Fringe is like chocolates.
simply so addictive.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 09:48:45 GMT

well...
I'm a lil' bored...
but I am certainly enjoying this.
It' so much better than studying all day long!

and yea! I decorated my restaurant in fb!
laughs!

isn't it candi-licious!
so feel like eating it down! :D
It's really great, it just shows that I have much time now.

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 13:43:59 GMT

YAY-NESS!
I CAN LIKE FINALLY ENJOY MY DECEMBER NOW!
cause you know, you know & you know!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!
*swings bra in the air* :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I am still suffering from indigestion from the many weeks of intensive studying for exams.
& I've not include the past few months of studying incessantly for CAs.
so bloated.

studying uni is pretty no life. or rather, studying is life.
faints.

well, Mechanics paper was really ... *speechless, stunned, sucks*
If I were to rate the difficulty on a scale of 10.
It will be 20.

I doubt I'll do well at all...
:(

pictures~
hahaha!

:)
can you see?
the color of my braces' modules.

rahhh.... can't see too!
IT'S GREEN AND RED!
CHRISTMAS!
hahaha! so typical.

&&&& i m very sleepy right now.
haven't slept well for many many days!
so yea... good night!

H.U.M.D.R.U.M

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 11:19:24 GMT

OPPSIE! LAZY!
The plan for the day is to stay home and STUDY!
but it seems that I am not even quite studying at all...
All the study materials are already neatly lying on the table.
they are waiting for me to start flipping. I can see...

motivation to study right now is almost absolute zero.
it's crazy.

how how how???
borrreee...

______________________

&&& the most awkward thing happened yesterday!

my right eye was really dry and it kept tearing somehow...
and my falsie dropped off...
the good thing is, I was in the car...
well so, I merely took off my lenses, wiped my eyes dry with a tissue and very 'accidentally' wiped off some of my make-up.
It's quite awful though, some eyeliner left, smudged...
I couldn't care less though, since I am already on my way home.
thinking that nobody should see my hideous state.

not till... I decided to go buy my strawberry green tea...
&&& one of my school mate walked past & said Hi!
Edison! rahhh....
WHY!!!????!
HAHAHAHA!

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 17:07:39 GMT

The geek speaks.
or rather, grumble.

2 more papers to go.
uni papers are really difficult.
and there's just so much modules I had to take...
I simply loathe how the system works, my friends on average only have 5 modules, and some only have 2? & me 6!
with an additional of math module to put me down.
That's homicide.
for those who know me, I sucks at math, like completely.
I thought this is really unjust, those who lesser modules to take will certainly do better.
& this had definitely demoralize me much, very much.

I wasn't even in the mood to study the past few days...
Have no idea why, guess the 'long' 4 days break had kinda 'accidentally' subsided the study fever.
In fact, I had sorta adopted back the O'level-study-style...
Which is to pick the things I want to study to study. LAUGHS! SO RISKY I KNOW!

well, not as if I can remember everything even if I DO study every single thing.
must as well be King of something than to be Jack of all trades.

I'm so worried for the last 2 papers...
Electronics and Mechanics.
DESTRUCTIVE TO THE BRAIN.

rahhh... eraser dust collecting starts... NOW! again.

& I shall start off with deliberating what to study. hmmm...

My catwalk, meow~

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 18:38:47 GMT

a pretty crazy girl.

yes, she's pretty but crazy.

Fri, 27 Nov 2009 16:11:44 GMT

Just 3 more battles to go through...

Material Science, Electronic and Material property of material & Mechanics.

It's still early to celebrate though...
cause the last 3 papers, is extreme killer.
needs to be extraordinary strong to survive through this.
lotsa brainpower needed.

I tried to convince myself to chill.
but yea, it's totally impossible!
can you imagine?
for the past few papers, I use merely 1 day for revision & went for exams
Given that I am not exactly diligent during the normal school days, my method of studying for exam is absolutely risky.

Perhaps, I'm still not suited to the idea that all that I need to study for exams!

gonna stay geeky, just for another next 2 weeks or so...

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 14:41:51 GMT

I know, I know & I know that I am not suppose to be blogging right now at all.
should be hugging my notes, swallowing down some crazy equations instead.
am exhausted.
Reckoned that nothing will be absorbed even if I try to mug...
or am I not putting in enough effort to study?

The knowledge simply do not get adsorbed in my puny brain.
Studying one new theory will always result in the losing of the previous studied one.

If drinking burnt lecture notes in water will make me smarter, trust me, I will be the first one to try. Laughs!

Well, Uni exam's is simply difficult!
Especially those with Math!!!!
What can I do?
study more lo...

lest you think that I am killed in the exam hall...
NO I AM NOT!
just half dead that's all...

Now tell me, who's Maxwell?
Why must I study his model?
and Kelvin, and Botlzman... Who are these eccentric men?
Why are they so free to come out with so many Theories?
FAINTS!

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 12:50:01 GMT

Papers everywhere.
Buried in eraser dust.
Swollen finger from writing too much.

diagnosed with -
Pre-Exam-Syndrome (PES)

first paper starting in less than 4 days!
second is in less than 5 days!
and third is in less than 7days!

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 08:22:57 GMT

study till wanna puke blood!
and I'm saying I'm still at math only!
there's math test tomorrow!
so dumb.
a math test less than a week away from exams.

and my mucous is dripping on my keyboard.
yucks!

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 15:41:49 GMT

Tell me, what can be worst than this?
Someone, polish my calculator please.

(click for larger view)

June 2, 1996 comic strip FoxTrot by Bill Amend (Amend 1998, p. 19; Mitchell 2006/2007)

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 13:52:59 GMT

MY FIRST PAPER IS STARTING IN LESS THAN 12DAYS!
& I'M SO NOT PREPARED!
I haven't really start revising my stuff.
LAUGHS!
吓死我了！

blue gems on my teeth.

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 15:59:35 GMT

went to the dentist yesterday.
to fix one of my braces module.
It was dangling in between the wires, hinting me that it's gonna drop any time.
so I better go fix it, lest I swallow another one again.
faints.

& so, Dr chong (great! I finally know his name) decided that he should add 2 'stones' on both sides of my lower molar,to prevent me from biting my front teeth together.
He believes that my front tooth can't tilt back entirely as my lower teeth is blocking it.
-yes, I've under-bite problem. Go ahead and laugh nc! Irritating.

Visiting the dentist can be really fun somehow...
as I always have new stuff fix on my teeth every other visit.
But then again, I do find this kinda worrying at times.
cause these new stuffs always cause me lotsa problems.

Take those hot-pink bands that was fixed the previous visit as an example,
It caused me so much pain due to the pulling effect.
thankfully it only lasted for bout' 3 days.

& now, these stones.
caused me so much discomfort & ache.
at times, I couldn't even articulate my words properly.
& I can only bite using my molar teeth(the ones with the stone).
cause small food particles will simply escape from the rest of the teeth, since I can't even bite my teeth together.

The anxiety in me is filled up to the brim.
I don't wanna live with this for the next 1.5 years.
:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 03:47:51 GMT

Feel so wasted now.
cause I'm gonna waste 7hours in school doing nothing.
IMP test ended bout' 9.30am?
and the quiz will only start at 4.30pm!
SHEESH! waste my time like totally.

wanted to go home initially.
But come to think of it, it's pretty dumb though.
There's nothing to do at home too...
must as well stay in school and use school's computer.
Well, it's all included in the school fees anyways, donit waste it.

&&& IMP test is sooooo....
easy.
but yea, I didn't do revision for the 'easier' part.
So in short, don't know how to do... :(
This is so disgusting, alll the things that I revised for, for all modules, didn't come out for tests!
Guess I really needa SWALLOW everything ahhs....

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 15:45:16 GMT

just came back from towning...
bathe, smelly nice and sitting in front of the desktop with my hair dripping buckets of water.

Christmas lighting at Orchard isn't as great as I thought.
In fact, it's not pretty at all.
Disappointing.

& somebody is grumpy the entire day.
Cause of his braces, and grumpiness is so contagious.
It sorta spread to me too. :((

But I guess, chilling at indochine do save the day.
So darn amazed by 9years old Chantel.
Her singing is great. :D
She was singing with her daddy when we were there.
Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat.
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

a very random post I know.
:D

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 14:58:26 GMT

a don't wish to study thursday.

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 06:05:22 GMT

MECHANICS TEST IS A KILLER!
and Mildred is so dead.

and I finally know what is mental block.
But why must it happen durin' my test? faints. :/
Grrrhhhh... So smart.

Feel so wasted.
The past few dayssss of revision seems futile.
Cause I can't remember any fomulas at all durin' the test.
This had totally proved that last minute revision simply don't work for me.
gotta 'swallow' more... Think needa start swallowing past years paper.

The relieving thing is, many people find the test difficult as well.
*phew*
HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

&&& Exam dates and seating arrangement is out.
(actually it's out long time ago... Just that Mildred finally took notice of it. :)) )

so here is it...

Name TANG LIXUAN, MILDRED Programme MATERIALS ENGINEERING Year 2

Exam Date	Exam Time	Course	Venue	Seat No.
23-NOV-2009	1300-1530	MS2900	HALL C-Block N2, B2c-12, North Spine	367
24-NOV-2009	1300-1500	MS2002	HALL A-Foyer, B1, Nanyang Auditorium	530
26-NOV-2009	1300-1500	MS2010	HALL D-Sports Hall 2, Sports & Recreation Centre	401
01-DEC-2009	1300-1530	MS2901	HALL B-Exhibition Hall, Level 3, Nanyang Auditorium	762
04-DEC-2009	1430-1630	MS2008	HALL B-Exhibition Hall, Level 3, Nanyang Auditorium	1125
08-DEC-2009	1300-1500	MS2005	HALL E-Sports Hall 1, Sports & Recreation Centre	681

I'm pasting this table everywhere.
so that I'll be constantly daunted (or perhaps reminded) by this table that exams is just round the corner.

needa go for tech com lesson soon.
bore...

next up. Introduction to Manufacturing processes test on Monday.
and there's another math test durin' recess break. How great!

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 14:17:53 GMT

you don't love me anymore.

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 14:41:21 GMT

I swallowed another module!
another plastic in my tummy again.
:)))

The colorful plastic eater-Mildred. :P

anyways, went to fix my teeth last Sat.
shifted my dental appointment earlier by a few days,
cause, I swallowed the module, leaving the metal wire 'loosely'-dangling in my mouth.

Changed all pink to baby pink again!
and there's also 2 hot-pink bands on my upper teeth to pull my it backwards.

but it's causing so much discomfort...
I can't chew properly now.
awwww....

HAHAHA! :)

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 06:07:21 GMT

Gonna start revising for math test right now!
Tutorial 3 & 4- Sequences and Infinite Series, Taylor Series.
I don't want Taylor series! I want Taylor swift can?
LAUGHS! :DDD

So scary...

I need superb memory to memorize all the solutions.
hahaha.

but before that, I think I needa go to the toilet now.
:)

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 14:59:30 GMT

nee sent me more pictures today!

nice?
_________________________________

it's just so weird.
I am suppose to be relaxing...
and forget bout' school work for a few hours...

But I just can't seem to do so.
School work is constantly haunting me.
Hijacking my mind. Coercing me to study.

So irritating. So vexing.
Not gonna click school portal's link,
Not gonna open any document that spells Engineering nor Science.
NO! NOTHING BOUT NTU!

just for a few hours...

______________________________

off to watch telly~ :)))))))))))))))))))
I'm gettin' chubbier. that explains why there's so many 'chin' in my smiley.
HAHAHA!